Why can't I be loved. I am pathetic. I'm so immature. I'm a cry baby. It's hard being me. Why can't I have a regular family like other people? Why can't I be just as patient as everyone else. Why am I always this bad-tempered. Someday, I'm gonna show them all, that I will shine. I'll be the brightest amongst them. And, most of all, I can be happy for once. I want to be hard working. Insya-Allah, I'm gonna, I hope my hard works pays off.