Assalamualaikum

Assalamualaikum wbt dan bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Ya Allah dah lama gila rasanya tak tulis dalam blog ni! It has been two years since my last post but all in all I somehow managed to reach this point of my life. So long story short, spm is over and I'm finally in college. Wow, cepatnya masa berlalu. I feel old. I feel like returning to the younger me back then. But there's no going back. Anyways, I'm currently in KMB which is like what??? So far, a bit good, a bit bad. Me with my homesickness, you wouldn't wanna know.
 Almost everyday for the past four weeks I've been bawling my eyes out since I missed home so much and that I miss my usual routines at home. It's like so sudden when you're forced to enter the college you didn't actually want but got accepted anyway when you've been holidaying for four months, minus the time at PLKN. Oh my god how I miss the holidays. I hope I finish my prep fast. Hoping two years flies fast. I CAN'T STAND LIVING HERE BITCHES. I got friends, but I feel so distant. I need my old friends with me :((((((((

Looking back, it's has been almost 16 years since I was born. There were a lot of changes I experienced along this 16 year cruise of life. Doesn't matter if it's an abrupt one nor a slight one, it's still so different from before. I don't know, maybe I just miss my childhood days. Aigooo -,- Anyways, I have this empty feeling after reading the latest chapter of KAMISAMA HAJIMEMASHITA -,- I dunno, but damn, that manga's reallyyyyyy good. I hope Tomoe realizes that it's Nanami who he fell in love with not Yukiji. But simply, it's so sweeeeeet :D Nanami x Tomoe fightingggggg

Sad and tired.

I AM SAD.
Yes, imagine the person you like for almost three years, likes someone else. It breaks your heart into pieces right?

Honestly.

Okay mimi, stop with the act. FORGET YOUR ADDICTION AND FOCUS ON PMR! PMR is nearlah makcik. 5 Months. Y U think 5 months is near. Banyak lah jauh lagi. CEPATTTTT -.- Tutup mata and telinga bila dgr or nampak korea. YEAH THAT'S It :)



To be honest, there's this new girl in the Kpop industry and she's like a year older than me. And I guess WAAAAAY prettier than me. The same age as Zelo, and Zelo said his ideal type of a woman is a girl who can speak English and has a pretty smile. Well, that girl can definitely speak 3 languages, which one of them includes English, and probably she has a pretty smile because of her beautiful matured looks. I am jealous. If Zelo falls in love with her. Tak restuuuuuuu :'( Kena cari aku dulu!

tired.

I'm tired of what i have to face every single day. I know I'm an overly obsessed kpop fan but it does offend me when i can't even do what i want to do. What did they even do to you to make you look down at them. They're probably a thousand times better than you. Okay enough said there. I was just pointing out my view. No offense intended.

get your act together lah makcik.

when you reach a certain age, you either become lazier or more hardworking.
For me, who has at least a month lebih to officially become fifteen, i became lazier. Why is that, my one week of holiday passed like that without much effort in doing homeworks. Since I became an integombian, I actually cared about homework. Unlike BEFORE.

Yeshh my laziness is at its reach -.- Takleh malas lagi keeee? Wokayh, esok, err I mean harini BALIK KE HOSTEL YANG TERCINTA -.- prepare for the best mimi. pray banyak-banyak cikgu tak mintak homework on the first day of school.

Can I please not grow up?

Okaaaay, Fine, I've been bragging this for the past who knows how long. But it's just that I miss how'd things used to be.

Everywhere I look, the thing around me slowly changes and I'm growing up. I have one question. Can I just not grow up. Can I just be this bratty little girl who's always doing something? Can I?

Every time I think of the old times, tears starts to fall. I missed how my life was. Now I am turning fifteen. God, What Have I done in my FIFTEEN years of living? I haven't achieved anything good or make myself feel any better. Should I stop here? Or just move on?

P/s: JiYeon's such a bitch in DH2, but I still love her cute ways :)